Long day. :(
I’m having one of those days where I’m just lying in bed crying because SPOILER ALERT: sometimes I forget how to adult.
I’m not going to lie - I had to Google what this was, haha.
Maybe one day! :)
Thank you for reading! :’)
shooby-doo-woop and scooby snacks
(if you understand this, you are probably my age, lol)
Ok ok but think like after he kills Lilith, Sam using sex with Castiel as a way to keep himself away from his addiction. Castiel taking care of him, giving Sam guidance and control and somewhere to take out his anger and frustration and worthlessness because Castiel can take it, Castiel can pin him down or tie him up or choke Sam with his cock when Sam wants to sink his teeth into a demon’s veins.
But when Castiel is weaker, suddenly he needs Sam to take care of him instead of the other way around, needs Sam to be gentle because he isn’t as strong, because he needs to save his strength for when it’s life-or-death. And maybe Sam tops for the first time, draped over Cas’s back like a blanket of sweat and heat and Cas can’t get enough of it because now that he can feel the temperature he’s cold all the time, Sam moving inside of him and making him feel all of the good, pure, amazing things about his humanity, Cas coming with tears in his eyes and later staring in the mirror at this body that he had occupied before, but never known, not until Sam showed him.
OH GOD YES