Here have some feels :D
Sam always thought that Dean lost his virginity to some pretty girl from school, but really that was the story he always told. In reality he was 16 years old and their dad had been away for pushing a month. Food was running out and it’d been three days since he’d ate anything because Sam needed it more. One night he left, telling Sam he was going out with some girl from school. Reality he heard about a guy who’d pay big bucks for a virgin. That night when he came home with food he claimed he won the money in a pool game. When they climbed into their separate beds to go to sleep, Sam woke up to Dean crying in his sleep. Not knowing what was wrong he did the only thing he could think of doing. The same thing Dean would always do when Sam would have nightmares. He climbed into Dean’s bed, wrapped his arms around him and quietly hummed Hey Jude.